Today is one of those days where some energy has a hold of you that you aren't going to take anything lying down... literally. After being up until 4:30am doing random cleaning of my apartment, I woke to my alarm at 7:30 because I was expecting an important phone call at 8:00. I was surprised that the person called at the stroke of 8:00. Actually saying "stroke of" doesn't quite fit any more since we are in the digital age & stroke is a reference to an analog clock, but I digress.
Another side-note, my highly intelligent youngest son, Zack is truly extremely smart, however, he cannot read a analog clock because he grew up in schools which all had digital clocks.
So back to the topic at hand. Even though I have probably had approximately 6 hours sleep in the last 3 days, I have been energized. I would have to say it has to do with the thought of my youngest, the fore-mentioned Zack, graduating from high school next month. I am excited for him!! My last one finally out of school & on to college. Its the thought of coming into contact with my ex, his father which has me in a tailspin. He is the reason I moved to California from Washington. I have not seen nor spoken to the man in almost 3 1/2 years. I know I will have to see him when I go back for my son's graduation. He knows how to get under my skin, say back handed compliments with his passive-aggressive nature. He is still ticked about the fact since my son is over 18 as of March, he doesn't get no more child support from me. I will have to write about that another day. So the thought of coming in contact fills my mind with dread. I want no drama. Can he resist? I know I can. I always have. But can he? Time sure will tell.
So all these thoughts roaming in my head and excitement about Zack's graduation has got me energized. It's a nice change from the lethargic state the FS (Fibromyalgia) leaves me in most days. Besides, the sun is shining! Its a nice day to take a walk.
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